Sunday 11 December 2011

104. Damn that door...

9th December

Well… here we are… back at Perranporth! This time it’s just a 2 night stay though, making Phil keep to his word of helping me in-shoo-late my van. Mmhmm. It’s been a quiet night after a busy afternoon and evening, after decorating Jonathon’s house for x-mas (he has almost appalling taste in decorations! Although managed to find the best, and I reckon they look pretty good now) (if you’re reading this Jonathon, I mean appalling in the nicest way possible!!). Drove to Falmouth under a dramatic sky – behind me on the Lizard (apparently an old leper colony! Hence “Lizard” after scaly people…) the clouds were pitch black and looming, in front of me there was the low winter sun, catching on a rich variety of fluff, bulge, and wisp… all interwoven.
Arriving in Falmouth and parking up on my old road to collect my post, no one in; I’m told they’ll be back in a short hour, so I skip off to The Front for a “cheeky” half pint of Heligan Honey, and to steal the free WIFI.

It was strange, in The Front… it’s so the same but so different. Like the conversation I had with Mr Daniel John O’Shea “Falmouth hasn’t changed, but the people have left”. Not all the people have left, there’s still the regulars at the bar – the balding long haired chap in the plaid shirt, guy with a 1970’s haircut who brings his own tankard, and a bald chap who Dan tells me, plays bouzouki and is loud (if you’re wondering, it was a cyber version of O’Shea as he was on the MSN).
No Brian, though. The chap who always had one eyebrow raised over his chunky black frames. Perhaps he’s remained overseas for good. There was still Matt and whatshisfaceotherbarmanager behind the bar, still my drawing on the wall, still “Juggling Boy” and a few other long haired hippy sorts (and dog) wandering in, still the festive mulled cider for £2.50 a mug. But no loud (and getting louder when drunker) Norwegians, no blacksmiths breaking into song, no old men winking at us and joining in or making us dance (I guess it is a Friday, not a Monday), and no fellow classmates coming in and then being avoided or greeted depending on mood and inclination. The world (Falmouth) is a funny place, when all good is gone. So I did a Lisa, and had my drink and used my internet in the corner, on my own.

Things got even weirder when I went and knocked on my own front door! Of course, it’s not my front door anymore… for I don’t live there. Yeeeess I could have let myself in… I may or may not still have the key (for nostalgia purposes, perhaps?) but knocking seemed appropriate. The girls answered – they’re creatures of the party. The no singing/dancing/swearing owl & his frame had gone from the wall by the front door, the shoe rack was an actual real shoe rack rather than a bookcase, and my “please leave post at so and so” sign was still on the door! But it was a bit greener and furrier than before. Ahh the damp of 4 Marine Crescent. Nice girls, though. I was invited in briefly and we had a quick natter – the girl who has my old rooms likes my desk, and wants to add to the scribbles and pictures on it, they really liked the painting work I’d done in the downstairs bathroom & the antlers in the living room (they’ve become a great photo opportunity of anyone and everyone who appears, I may try find these girls on Facebook to see what our house looks like with other folks parties), and best of all, THEY HAD MY POST! Phew, panic over.
Back in the van, driving off to Perranporth. And so that’s where I am now.


This evening, with lack of Phil to talk due as his new woman is down from London (LONDON!!) I’ve drawn stuff, and nattered to a volunteer. Oh how we judge people on their looks… he looks pretty average – short hair, Super Dry t-shirt, hoody, jeans, trainers of sorts… but then he’s very much into things such as ley lines, the moon, and even witchcraft! Perhaps he was a Goth type back in the 80’s, he’s certainly got some appropriate tattoos on his arm for that.

Our rather good conversation trailed off slowly as the “bedtime” tea that Phil gave me set in, and so now I’m in bed (in the hostel!!! On a bunk!! Van has to stay condensation free for tomorrows in-shoo-lating) and soon to sleep. I do enjoy a good conversation.

Will I jump in the sea tomorrow? Maybe. I am in company of Phil, and that tends to end in the sea (the volunteer jumped in wearing just his summer suit yesterday, and he survived!). Currently I’m also fancying going down the hill into town to buy a pasty from the butchers, and acquiring some veg for the evening meal of pheasant. Hom nom nom.

Zzz… and now, to sleep… with the sound of windswept waves bashing about at the bottom of the cliff. Mmm…

10th December.
My! How the days fly! Isn’t that just such a fogeyish thing to say? It’s true, though.
I’m not going to give a complete rundown of what I’ve done today, I’m sure no one wants of needs to know everything… not even me if reading back in the future… however it mostly consisted of scrambling down a cliff path, hiking across a beach, a rainbow, splashing through (and half sinking) through the “Great River Perranporth” which runs across the beach (…soggy feet…), arting & crafting, insulating the roof of my van, eating a scrummy yummy pheasant with Phil (followed by ice-cream & brandy filled dark chocolates), and an evening half taken up with talking about much and many. Mostly Phil’s new giiirlfriend Clare, the website Plenty Of Fish, reincarnation, and me coming to work here. Eee! I’ve warned him that the hostel at some point may become totally over run with potato wedges in various flavours (Ally demands them, if she comes to visit us. In bulk. Wedges in bulk, that is… not Ally… although after all the wedges she could also be in bulk).

And now to finish it up, I’m in bed with a mug of “bedtime” tea, so if I start typing a bunch of bollocks then you can tell it’s set in…

Shit, and now I’ve actually forgotten what I was going to write in the first place… is this bedtime tea or memory loss tea?

I’m pretty damn excited about coming to work here starting March! Of course it’ll only be 20ish hours a week… so that’s roughly £6500 a year (before tax & all that stuff), but there is the potential to get a second job – I’ve been considering bar work at The Watering Hole down on the beach. Phil has also mentioned that Ben Attwell has mentioned the possibility of me getting into the whole “come stay at YHA’s in Cornwall!” sort of thing, not quite advertising but near enough, in my spare time (of course… there should be a budget for that!). And not forgetting getting my head down & cracking on with some ARRRT.

I can’t wait to have a few more shared meals with Phil (when we fancy being jointly sociable), and actually being able to talk to guests rather than have polite short conversation before cracking on with cleaning/cooking. AND BEING ON A CLIFF. And putting my input into the place (I’ve suggested Mooncup adverts for the back of toilet doors, as Phil would like it to be a green beacon hostel, and he’s into Surfers Against Sewage and Mooncup is waste free apart from the cardboard box & booklet which it comes with (which can be recycled!). Of course you can’t tell everyone to convert to Mooncup’s and the like, but I think the word of them should become far more widespread) (wow, long bracketed area).
Maybe I’ll get to paint some fun little things on walls, I reckon that it’s good to make guests smile, and hostels should NOT all look the same, and they should NOT all be magnolia in colour (this one isn’t magnolia… it is however a dodgy peach colour in most of the rooms… but not magnolia!). Yes of course there will also be downsides, I could get bored of spending all my nights in my van (but there’s ways around that), and there’s no definite chance of me being able to find elsewhere to store some of my stuff (I hope I do find some studio space), but… not many downsides. If I was anyone else, I don’t think I’d survive 10 months in my van. But I’m not anyone else. I am definitely Bex. Rebecca A.something Bourne. Funny, that.

Here’s to hoping that I won’t get fed up with Perranporth as I did Golant! Cheers! (with the rest of my almost cold bedtime tea).
And with that, I bid you bonne nuite.


11th December.
Insulation - DONE. Well, roof & majority of the sides, anyway. The important bits, certainly. Now all I have to do is make the roof look all pretty (bring on the hippy drapes!), and paint patterns (but not too many of them) on the wood panelled sides - the wood must still be able to breathe, though! And then... entertain company! My own little house. Very crowded house, it will be... with all my stuff... argh...

Does anyone ever read this? If you’re reading this, then please do leave a comment! It doesn’t have to be anything interesting, or clever, or even good… I’d just like to know who does, out of interest. Not that it really matters.


There have been loads of rainbows recently. Heres one Tregoss Barton (here) on The Lizard, and one from Perranporth beach.


Stuff I've done, finished or not!

First up! Thought from an image from "Girls Skate Fal". I do indeed with I could skateboard, though... but then, I wish I could do a lot of things. Am I down with the kids for making this piece?


Potential final logo for Aberfest, slightly changed from the last one. (UNFINISHED!)

Miss Scriven asked me to create an image of Dave and herself adventuring... whether she really meant it or not, who knows! Here is the basic starts (UNFINISHED!!!)


Other folks work!

Amber Cassidy. This piece is a wrap round cover for a compilation CD on “For Folks Sake”. Although looking at other pieces of her work I can see huge space for improvement this piece is really lovely! Especially the silver birches.

Hanna Konola. Very very simple, in some ways a bit TOO simple, but effective non the less.

From the shop of “Hole in my pocket” on Folksy, a pretty fun card! I’ve got this on here more for the quote which I do certainly mean to use… (reminds me of an event years back, of my family sitting at the base of a large cross on the Cornish coast near Boswinger, singing “I’m a Scruffy bear and I don’t care, I look up peoples underwear!” – most of you won’t understand this, as it’s a song about my sisters bear, Scruffy) (it was really fun).

I found this via my friend and ex-classmate, Michaela Meadow. Although it's pretty - like her stuff, I don't think it is... I could be wrong! Who ever it is created by, I think it's GREAT.


Rebekka Seale. I’m not sure if she’s been doing the entire alphabet like I have (well, HAD), but this is laaavly. Nice wing jumpers.

Zander Olsen. I’ve seen a couple of bits of his work floating about the sea of interwebs recently, so I’m guessing they’re a bit “cool and hip”? But anyway. I like scenery. And arted up scenery.

Last but not least… William Arnold. Perhaps I’ve chosen this bit for a different reason to the others… I’m not too sure if this is one of his pinholes or not, but we went here in the summer. I remember we stood right here by the manmade waterfall and the spray wafted over us, which was rather refreshing as it was a pretty hot day. Previously we’d sat and had out normal weekend picnic lunch (which if you’ve read my posts from over the summer, you’ll be fully aware of) in a meadow. Everything was bright blue skied, and green leaved – full of colour, and we were very happy! Where as this photo seems dramatically bleak, with water which has turned to a deep flowing pool of black ink. Not sure if any of that made sense. It did to me. Talented chap, that Arnold. I wonder if he’s found out anything more about the big competition.

Thursday 1 December 2011

103. A view of the sea

Zzz... tonight is a night for being cozy and eating chocolate and watching a costume drama with Forest (we've decided on Wives and Daughters... BBC series! 300 or so minutes of silly frilly dresses? Yeeeah).
It's a strange evening... Anthony and Dogga left just before lunch, back to London, and so now it's just Forest, Johnathon and myself. Quiet, and far less excitable (due to Dogga's absence, I shall miss the morning excitement of "OHHHH! MORE PEOPLE! OHHH! THIS IS SO EXCITING!" which Dogga seemed to always get.

Life here at Tregoss Barton, Tregaminion, is otherwise continuing as per usual. There are always more hedges to plant, more earth to move, more weeding to do, as well as other shorter jobs.
The weather has got a fair load colder over this past week, and it looks like it's to get rather speedily even colder over the weekend (annoyingly I may be in my van at that point, with no hot water getter! Brrr...). Funny to think though, that this time last year it had snowed at least once.
Earlier I looked through a few photos of late November / early December from 2010 and got reminded of the good time Silje & I had when we invaded Lisa's forge when it was snowy, how we pulled each other about on the knocked together metal sledge, cooked sausages over the forge fire. At some other point Silje, Vera, & I got on the minibus for BTCV, rather unsure of where we were going... turned out we were going to Exeter. In snow. From Cornwall. Cornwall + snow = a lot of people going "AAAARGH! WHAT DO I DOOOO!" and Norwegian's constantly doing something halfway between laughing and rolling their eyes "HAHAHAHA... suckers".
Ahhh... how time flies.

On the mention of time, MAKE IT FLY FASTER! Not that here at Tregoss Barton isn't nice, but I really can't wait to see my HOMIES in Reigate area, and then off to Norway for 2 weeks of happiness and getting fat! Silje keeps reminding me how many days it is until I get to Norway. I hope the weather acts the same as the time I was there for x-mas in 2009... cold the night I arrive, and then snowing a little overnight, before we went into town (Stavanger) to go x-mas shopping and then it started to SNOW AND SNOW AND SNOW AND SNOW AND SNOW. I wasn't wearing terribly appropriate shoes.

Last weekend I had a good time. On the Friday we had a half day, and so Forest & I drove up to Gwithian where we went for an afternoon walk along Godrevey & then up to watch seals off of the point (somehow managing to walk AROUND a big rain cloud, and only get vaguely dampened). (Watching the sun collapse on Godrevey)
It got dark and I drove to Camborne station (getting a tad lost) to pick up my sister Elk. That night we have fun playing in the barn on the trapeze, a wobble board thing, and with the weighted hula-hoop before Elk settled down in Gypsy wagon Ellie, and sleep was had. The next day we headed off towards St Just, going via Penzance for me to pick up a few things from Archie Brown's health food shop ("dirty hippy" toothpaste, deodorant, and some Yogi "Men's tea". Interesting, yes?). There were Morris Dancers about and it seemed to be some sort of mini town festival going on, lots of well dressed people out.
Driving on, we got to St Just & snooped about, briefly snoozed in the back of Hector (afternoon-itis set in after our lunchtime pasties!) and then before it got dark drove off down the hill into the Cot Valley, right to the end of the road/track to the small carparking area. Sat and watched the sea for a while, I was half soaked by a rogue wave, supper and some cider in the back of Hector and then a 25 min walk back up the hill to St Just to have a couple of Rattlers and a rum & Shrub in The Star Inn - there was an old chap there, playing and singing cover songs. Bad, but good.
That evening we slept in Hector, it was pretty windy and rainy, lots of seaspray ending up on the windscreen, and the morning came along nice and blue skied. A lazy morning, and then driving the scenic way back to Camborne along the coastal road between St Just & St Ives, stopping to look at mines and cliffs and rocks on hills as we went, briefly stopping in at Perranporth to see if Phil was in (he wasn't... probably surfing). (Cliffs near Pendeen lighthouse / a load of mines)(Cowpat splat style rocks near St Ives)(Playing about on the rocks near St Ives)
Then I dropped her back at Camborne, she managed to just about catch the train.

Otherwise I haven't really done much of note... this week has been relatively crafty, creating some x-mas cards, a couple of presents, etc...

So now some links:

I mostly like the front page of this website, although not ALL the work...

This looks like an exciting event to go to!

And some work by other folks (none from me this time, the work which I HAVE created is all to be kept secret for a little while!).

Alan Brown... watercolours, I presume? Block shapes & pattern appealed.

Caitlin Keegan. A rather attractive 2012 calender...

Carmen Segovia. Like the way things have been shaded, really.

Helen Musselwhite. Cut out patches of pattern / texture... mmm.

Lotta Nieminen. Mmmmm shapes! Simple!

Tartaruga Feliz. Nice idea of cards... they each have bits of stories on the backs of them.

Yalena Bryksenkova. Simply lovely.

Smalladventure (Etsy). Oh gouache.

Via Suckmydog (Tumblr). It jusy appealed...

Via Magnolia-Bats (Tumblr). Can't go wrong with a good moon.

Via Allegorys (Tumblr). Psychedelic goodness!

By Steven Meisel. Don't have a clue who the woman is, but that hair? Delightfully scruffy!
Mourning ring via even*cleveland. Appeals to my pirate side o'thangsss. Please?

Saturday 19 November 2011

102. And the sky was blue


Ahhh so here we are again…

I’ve been here at Tregoss Barton for just short of two weeks now, still un-sure what to make of it. It’s definitely NOT what I expected, but what was I to expect, really? The only other WWOOFing place I’ve ever really visited would be Culdess, and that was more of a holiday that a place to live & work.
As I’ve told various people, in fact pretty much aired to the world, it’s luxury (to an extent). For the majority of the time I have a KING SIZED (not the afore mentioned double) bed with a down duvet, an en-suite with shower, and 2 windows both with a good view (although tonight I’m in my van as Johnathon’s daughter is coming down). Daily food is good, starting with a breakfast of porridge, honey, juice, and tea (herbal, none of that nasty brown stuff!) before working for an hour and a half up until 10:30am for “tea break”. Most of the time this will consist of fresh bakes bread toasted (2 slices each), spread with whatever we can ever imagine – I generally opt for butter and Marmite for the first, and whatever takes my fancy for the second… “patchwork” seems to be the current favourite, with one quarter just butter, another butter and Marmite, another peanut butter & Nutella (like those Reeses peanut butter cups), and the fourth could be cherry conserve. Oh, and more tea (a whole little teapot for meee!). Another 2.5 hours of working before lunch at 1:30pm (yes, it’s pretty regimented!) which either Johnathon, Forest or I will cook. Johnathon likes creating pretty much anything (my favourite so far being the vegetable coconut green curry), Forest seems to lean towards stews, and on the one occasion so far that I’ve cooked it’s been pasta bake with olives & sundried tomatoes… I need to find some pescatarian recipes which aren’t too spicey (sadly the majority of my recipes include meat or spice… eep). After lunch there will be another 2 hours of working before ending at 4:30 and having the rest of the evening off to fend for ourselves.
Work for me mostly consists of digging small trenches to plant hedges in, landscaping the top field, digging turf, etc. Recently found that the compost toilet is a pretty good place to briefly hibernate when the wind gets too cold, and that the horse box (we have no horses) has a shower in it. Work also includes constantly throwing a stick for Dogga the dog (if he gets his own way and I don’t chuck it up a tree).

Who do I work with? Currently here, there is myself, Johnathon the chap who owns the place, Anthony who’s been here a while but soon to leave – in his spare time he makes surfboards out of wood and hopes that they float, Forest who I met a few years back in Bristol, and Dogga the dog (Anthony’s). We all seem to get along pretty well.
Me... with a found toad on my head, outside gypsy wagon "Ellie".
Beans I got out of the other beans. Pretty pretty!
Dogga & gypsy wagon Rosie, up in the top field (my field)
A lovely lichen coated stick.


So have I had any life out of WWOOFing? Yes I have! My first Monday night Lisa came along and we went to a nearbyish pub called The Five Pilchards where we drank, ate, and were merry… then last Friday, Forest & I drove to Falmouth after “work” and met up with Lisa and Phil to see Peoples String Foundation playing at The Poly; they were really good as per usual (though not as fantastic as that time back in late April / early May) although it was very odd seeing them for the first time without Lukas on double bass (since he abandoned ship to go to 3 Daft Monkeys a while back…). Everyone seemed to enjoy things and that night I slept in my van just up the road from my old house. Good nights sleep, surprisingly! Except for the small moment of slight worry when someone decided to shake the van...
On the Saturday I ran a couple of jobs for myself about Falmouth then drove off in the lovely sunshine up to Gwithian on the north coast, there I parked up next to Anthony & Dogga and found Phil. All was good, I sat in the sun on the cliff for a while watching people out for the day on the beach and in the sea, drawing up sketches for pictures and pondering life. Later that day I drove to Lands End YHA to meet up with a few folks & went to a strange but good (better if I wasn’t so tired & slightly grumpy) gig at St Just town/village hall. Blue grass band called… oh I can’t remember. Blue something? Sunday morning I woke & drove back to here on the Lizard; to get to anywhere from here it’s a pretty long trip as we’re stuck right down on the pointy bit of Cornwall! Can see Falmouth from the top field, but it takes an hour or so to drive as the Helford river gets in the way.
The bluegrass band...

Evening activites here have included playing Boggle, watching a DVD, and scribbling.
A rarer activity happened yesturday (I’m guessing by the time this is posted it’ll be more than yesturday, but the day really isn’t important in this tale). I was just digging turf up by compost bog, when a strange techno trance track came on on my iPod! I’d been singing along to previous tracks and so thought “gyerggh! What is this?!” but for some reason decided to give it a chance – perhaps because it was 24 minutes long.
Soon enough, I actually got really in to it and decided to have a bit of mental dance time – carefully tucking myself out of sight behind afore mentioned compost toilet so that if any fellow co-workers were to come along they should not think I was doing a ritual towards the toast God, or something (toast God is a VERY good God). Part way through my manic dancing, I noticed two things:
1) pretty much all of my “groovy moves” (is that what we call things to do with trance / techno music? Probably not…) were somehow related to more agricultural tasks such as, well, digging ditches and waving pitchforks. Trying to correct this and look a wee bit cooler in case any dog walkers passed in the field behind I soon noticed that
2) it was far too soon after lunch, and this strange dancing really wasn’t doing much for my digestion. Never the less I continued for a short while longer until it just got too much, and then stopped.
I had fun, though. I do miss the feeling you get when you step into Cyberdog in Camden and feel all the strange electronic bass penetrating you in a way which feels almost dirty.


Apart from the deranged dancing, and tonight watching Dogga frantically humping his doggy bed for a good hour (mixed up with a quick lap around the kitchen table every 5-10 thrusts), not much has occurred. Tomorrow Forest & I are off to Porthleven in search of wool & good meaty pasties, and maybe I’ll even get out again – sadly I can’t get hold of anyone via their tellingphones.
What a shame the strange (and un-repeatable on this here public blog) dream I had the other night cannot come true in some ways.

Over & out for now, as I’m getting REALLY COLD and need to curl up UNDER my duvet!

Saturday 19th November, I’m the size of a whale (Forest & I drove to Porthleven to rape & pillage the wool shop, so I made use of the fact I was there and bought me a flakey steak pasty from Horse & Jockey, then watched the waves. Mmm).
Wool acquired, we’ve now made camp in the conservatory to make use of the wool. Yesss.

My van bed this morning (9am)
Watching waves in Porthleven.
Porthleven lichen. Delicious.

Work wise I've been mostly doing a "30 day drawing challenge" in the evenings, pretty much just doodles... as well as a couple of wave based things.
30 day samples:
(myself)

(my current favourite animal... hares)

(my favourite friends!)

Wave observations:

And now for other folks creations!

Levi Feldt. Please.
Ellen Rogers photography.

Cassandra Smith.

And Rima Staines... I've been following her (online only, sadly!) for a while now, her work never ceases to impress.

Some websites which caught my eye:

Pompom bunting, I shall make this... maybe for my van...

Re-imagined childhood drawings

I'll have this really expensive skirt, please

Sunday 13 November 2011

101. Say something dumb

A post, almost entirely devoted to the innards of one of my (recently re-found) sketchbooks from over the past while!
Hurrah!

Front cover, mostly used as a portable cutting mat.

Page one. Bus/train numbers for hopping about the Peak District. And squashed plants 2010.

Playing Boggle with Squidget... and poppies from Dorset 2010.

Squidget in Peak District 2010.

Hills in Peak District 2010.

The girl now in third year illustration with REALLY LONG HAIR 2011.

Imy likes beards 2010.

Musicians from an all night folk night at Keveral Farm 2010.

Dogs in Dorset 2010.

Working out what instruments look like, plus squashed stuff 2011.

Drawing our own heads with hats 2010.

Dan bashing metal concentration face at Holifair 2010.

Crazy Dave gesturing and apparently talking a lot about Lurk Dink's head 2010.

Dave & Lisa playing 2010.

The parental sorts X-mas in Tenerife 2010.

Waiting to talk to ex-manager Paul at Golant, waiting for ages... 2011.

Drawing Peoples String Foundation at Gyll beach cafe (Lukas) 2011.

That creepy fake merman 2011.

PSF again, Harry 2011.

Pondering bits of Tintagel old church 2011.

Ben PSF (sorry Ben...) 2011.

Squidget smoking outside, and Lukas' bass playing feet 2011.

Zaid PSF 2011.

Clare PSF 2011.

At a get together in Brandivy, Brittany, (Matt, Luke, Nely) 2011.

Rarr in Jacobs Ladder for a gig 2011.

The house we stayed in in Brandivy, Brittany, 2011.

Sam & Cally & co playing at Jacobs Ladder 2011.

Crazy Dave playing his tea chest bass in Brandivy, 2011.

A doodle 2011.

A view to Glastonbury Tor from near Street YHA 2011.

Another doodle woman. 2011.

Pre-doodle for a picture for Arnold 2011.

Another odd doodle woman 2011.

And another one... miserable 2011.

Glastonbury tor 2011.

Small child on Readymoney beach 2011.

Some character 2011.

Sketch for a gouache piece I meant to do 2011.

Silly boring pencil sketches when unsure of what else to do 2011.

That chap who sits under an umbrella on Falmouth street corners 2011.

Royal Cornwall show speedy sketches 2011.

Dan YO'Shea, 2011.

Some silly sickly looking person + dead butterfly 2011.

View from Arnold's balcony 2011.

The view from the back of the room at the gig in the town hall, St Just 2011.

My map to show Lisa the geography of Cornwall (there abouts) 2010.

So there we have it...